im 14. and i know .. that i should find new friends but its just soo hard
its like my first year in highschool so im so confused about things, theres this guy i like.. and i want to lose my virginity to him but i dont know if im too ready
cuz i know right now im thinking in my head im ready.. but when it comes to the actual moment i get scared.. im so young and im already going through these things
march break i almost lost it to my first love.. i was at his house and i got naked and everythign for him.. turns out i wasnt ready.. i thought i needed some more time
and i thought he was mature but iw as totally wrong.. he got angry at me for saying im not ready.. he got soo angry at me. then he ended up tellin his lil friends about seeing me naked.. so for sure i know hes not ready for anything like that
.. but now its high school it gets so much more serious and i dont know what im doing.. would it be wrong if i lost it and i do feel as if hes the right person because i liked him for a long.. long time and he seems mature.. but im not to sure yet