Dear Serafina,
Hello there Serafina, how have you been lately? Fine? Don't try to lie to me, because I know everything about you. I know how you lie about being happy (almost) every single day of your life, when you're really feeling like crap. Why do you do this to yourself? Why can't you just be honest and truthful to yourself and let it out? Just tell them you don't like it when they tease you, when they ignore you, when they just walk all over you and drive you insane? Tell them how much you hate seeing them every day at school, how much you want to just yell 'shut the fxxk up! I'm trying to study here..' at them and tell them to go screw themselves because unlike them, you have a life to live and actually want to study and eventually graduate from university and maybe get a degree or two and lead a successful life? Why the hell are you so 'shy'? Why can't you stop being so, so scared and afraid of everything? They are just normal people like you, sometimes I hate you so much, I just want to end your pathetic life for you. But ah, you don't even have the guts to do so. You pretend to be dark and are always so critical about everything, when deep down you know you are not who you portrait yourself as.
Serafina? If I may, I would like you to just stop. Okay? This may seem like the end of life, but look around you! So many other people suffer from much harder, hurtful-er problems, and they don't even say anything about it, so you should know that this is just a passing phrase. It may seem like I don't love you no more, but you should know that, the fact is I will love you forever, weird or not weird, I promise you that till the end of time,I will.
xox
Fina

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