im new, hey
however im not new to this kinda site. i had this great one, dead small met my best friend there, but well... he had lukemia, was almost past his recession period and it came back... he killed himself, shot himself in the head. happened about 3 weeks ago and i really need a community like that again, the site shut down ya see.
im an emotional wreck to the extent that if i even show a wisp of emotion i break down so no emotions are shown. im like a robot half the time.
i have a problem involving cyber sex... im not on here for that though... i went through a stage of doing it constantly. i had plans to meet with stangers for sex....then my bf came along. i've tried so hard not to go back on the sites.. but he keeps going away to the hospital and i find it hard to cope... there's no excuse i know i wish i didnt do it. i wish i could tell him how i feel.....
well.. sorry if this was a waste of time but i just needed to get it off my chest n everything