Yes you do sound pathetic. This prude, Tiffany, says you don't because she's in the same pathetic boat as you. First off, I don't promote rushing a relationship just to get a kiss/laid, however, you can improve yourself to open up opportunities. If you're seriously Emo, as your name would suggest, you should probably get off of that fad. It's pointless and attractive to no one. Improve your life style, eat well, exercise, which helps with a myriad of teenage problems:
Weight, acne, confidence, stregnth
Be sociable, don't put yourself out like a slut, but be friendly with everyone you meet. Be humorous, witty, and most of all, yourself.