i know EXACTLY how you feel.
earlier last year my doctor put me on meds for my "extreme anxiety and emotional issues". i hate feeling like i have to take the pills. i stopped for three weeks and totally lost it. everything made me want to scream and yell and cry, so i went back on them. all my friends asaid that without the meds im a total bitch and i hate it.

now i have to be dependant on those the rest of my life just to get through the day without ripping someones head off.

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