Hm, that's gotta suck.
I think, the police should do some investigation to find out who threw the freaking bomb at you. And you said you may not be able to walk again, is there still a chance you will be able to?

As for your friend, I am sure she had many other problems on her mind than just you. So don't be too hard on yourself.

Try to look at the positives in any situation, as cheesy as it sounds, it will make you feel better.

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The longer we can keep building,
the longer we can keep creating,
the more will be possible.
The longer we can tolerate being incomplete.
Delay gratification.