It's Christmas time. Full of joy, laughter, and love. NOT! Usually my holidays have been awesome. But this one has sucked. I'm fighting with my friends and worse than that it's hard to celebrate the holidays without my grandfather (he died September 7). For all 13 years of my life he's been there, but now that he's gone that saying, "You don't what you got till it's gone" is really sinking in. The family usually goes to his house on Christmas Eve to exchange gifts, but it will never be...