Does anyone else feel the same...
(Hope this is in the right place)
OK, basically i just want some views from others (well probably from other females)
I've been single for quite a while now. I dont really like it but i am ok to wait for the right one to come along. I feel great when i have a partner, i know im ready. However past relationships havent been so great because i ffind it very hard to give guys what they want. What i mean by this is relating to the sexual stuff. Sexual contact etc. I feel uncomfortable with the touching etc. I felt like this towards my recent ex and i really did like him, but for some reason i cant bare the stuff that guys do when they start to love me. I know its natural but for some reason it doesnt seem that way to ME when the time comes. I've never felt totally attracted to many guys (wont say all) and ive often wandered if sexuality comes into this, but i dunno. Could it just be fear or embarrasement or just general fear of sex? I kidna get embarrased with sexual stuff (not sure why) and im afraid that all the relationships will turn out to be the same because i wouldnt let go a bit with the natural stuff that comes when the guy starts to feel in love with you. Its like i see a relationship different than a guy does. Its hard to explain.
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Last edited by missfunky; 04-28-2008 at 02:34 PM.
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