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Well, since I wrote my last blog, things have all sort of calmed down! :)

I've decided to retake grade 11. And not only am I retaking it, but I am [B]finally[/B] switching schools! The school I currently go to makes me really unhappy: it's mostly rich kids, so everyone is very materialistic. Being a poor kid at a materialistic school is not easy. Not to mention, the cliques/social circles are very black and white. There's the [rich] drama kids, the rich farmers/jocks/popular girls, and the people who do drugs, go to 'special classes', are all sort of strange. I fit in nowhere!

So the new school I am going to will be AWESOME. I guess it has a reputation for being a haven for druggies, and whatnot. This kid I talked to on MSN, who goes to the big school in town, said that I would probably be stabbed there [due to being a homo], and the people who go there are all really creepy. At first I was kind of thinking that I didn't want to go there anymore, but I remembered how much of a snob he was. >.>
So in the school I want to go:[*] it has free breakfast & lunch[*] some kids live on their own, so it's definitely not going to be a materialistic place[*] you can download music[*] you don't have to show up every day, but you have to get your work done[*] there aren't cliques - there are definitely people who hang out with each other more, but certain cliques don't ignore certain people/cliques[*] smaller class sizes - similar to my old school[*] lots of councillors[*] you can play pool, foosball, watch TV, and sit on couches at lunchtime[*] the teachers are really approachable
The school sounds really cool to me. Most schools don't have these sort of things on hand, and since I was sick most of this year, if I get sick again, I can actually handle it!

There a few other schools in town I could go to. One has extremely small classes - very hit and miss, clique-wise. You're either popular or you are a complete loser, which is what my elementary school was like.
One is [B]very [/B]big. It has a lot of cliques, and a lot of bullying. It would be very hard for someone like me to survive there.

Other than school, I've also hit a break in town! Someone close to my age is finally moving in! I talked to about 4 people driving by the other day, and they said they were moving in! I'm not completely sure if all of them are, but the ones I am sure are, are around 21. There were a couple teenagers in the back too, so I hope they move in as well! :D
Maybe I won't be on the computer 23/7 anymore. >.>

My only problem as of now is work! I always have one job I can go to. But, the work is boring, and there is always [B]a lot [/B]of office politics. I suppose I can apply to work at Zellers...you get accepted easily, and the work is not that hard. I sort of want to work at Booster Juice, though. But, it's very hard to get accepted, and I doubt I would meet the look requirements either, lmao.

We've had a storm almost every single day for the last 2 weeks [ - maybe, 1-2 days?].
Infact, there's a thunderstorm brewing as I am writing this.
Before, I'd think storms were fun - fun to listen to, fun to watch, fun to light all the candles when the power went out.
But now, it's just absolutely draining. It brings a miserable tone to [B]everything[/B].
Last week, it blew one of our [50+ year old trees] down onto our fence. The night before last, there was marble-sized hail.
I don't get how it could possibly storm this much. Usually, we're lucky if we get one/week.
Being that Alberta is a mainly agricultural province, our economy is going to be badly bruised if this continues [although, as of right now, oil/gas-drilling is the largest part of our economy]. The rain is flooding our crops. And the strangest thing, is when I looked at the creek yesterday, it was nothing but a stream. Where is all the rain going?!
:mad::mad::mad:

I'm not all that upset, since I sort of seen it coming: I've missed so much school [sick] that it'd of been almost impossible to pass at this point.
So, I have 2 choices:
a) go straight to grade 12. My principal said I am smart enough to skip a grade, as long as I work [REALLY] hard and do a bit of summer school.
b)redo grade 11. It'd be easier, and I would complete way more courses. The coursework I do would probably be somewhat familiar, so for the most part, it wouldn't be all that difficult. However, I am not redoing grade 11 in the school that I'm in: I'd have to get a ride to the school I'm planning on going to, or move away.

Ideally, I'd like to choose option B. But...things barely work out the way I want them to, so...I do not know. :(

Note: I have until the end of the day to decide :(

Everything is so frustrating lately.
I'm [B]really[/B] behind in school. I probably won't pass, because I've missed so much school [I've been sick most of the year]. If I do pass, 12th grade is going to be IMPOSSIBLE, getting all the credits I need. =/
So, I will probably end up repeating the 11th grade. I don't want to repeat it here - I can't stand the grade below me. I would kill myself. So, I could transfer schools. To a larger school, which might have more people I click with, but has [B]a lot [/B]more bullying.
I was sort of thinking of moving away, in with another relative, but I'm not sure. I wouldn't even know how to go about asking.
I am screwed. D=

Well, there isn't really much to blog about lately!
I decided to take a hyedas from TS for awhile, and do the TeenPhrase thing instead. :)
There's definitely been a lot of drama here lately, but I think the updates being implemented in the near future are going to be pretty cool!
Offline, life is pretty stressful.
I'm really behind in my schoolwork: I had an inflammation in my stomach lining, so I missed [B]a lot [/B]of school. I have to work extremely hard to pass the year, and then I have atleast a month of summer school. =/
I might just decide to move out, move in with my dad, in the city. I'm not really sure about the school I'm at now, I've never really clicked with anyone on the level you would with a best friend, which sucks. Moving to the city would also give me SOMETHING to do, and I could join a gym and work my way towards a sexy body. ;)
That is all.
For now. :)