so i finally finished high school,ive been looking forward to it all year. now that summer holidays have come. im sitting here doing nothing. now what?!?!
what am i supposed to do?! have you guys ever had the feeling where you were super excited for something,but when it happens..it doesnt feel as good as you thought?

I feel like that if I'm going to like a family event, because normally my family is very loud and obnoxious, but sometimes they're not.
So I get all disappointed.
And I have the feeling that's going to happen with me, the getting out of school and not finding anything to do. :/

Hmm, Im loving summer break personally. Im so glad to have nothing to stress myself out about anymore!

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I am loving summer break as well. It's wonderful
And only like a week til I start work o.o

Anywho, that happens to me, the not actually being as good when you get there thing, when ever my friend Nicole comes on my bus after school. Because lots of strange/funny/disturbing things happen at the back of the bus. And I always tell her about them, and when ever she comes on, they never happen.

That story may have no relevence what so ever, but it reminded me of that =/

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The longer we can keep building,
the longer we can keep creating,
the more will be possible.
The longer we can tolerate being incomplete.
Delay gratification.