okay, so moving out isn't unusual, but i think this is
im not being kicked out, i don't hate my parents, but im doing my best to move out and finish my high school education 882 km from my home
the reason : im a REALLY bad northerner.
okay, seriously, im 16 and suffer from SAD (seasonal affective disorder)
it means that when there is barely any sun out, my body goes all reclusive and sluggish, and i literally get suicidal. its scary as all hell when you feel like dying but you love life.
any who, im getting off track. my aunt and uncle recently visited from alberta, and we bounced ideas off of each other. the final result : i have yet to talk to my parents about it, but there is a VERY good chance i will be moving down south.
As much as i love this idea, and thrilled about the change, i understand the sacrifices of home, friends and small town life. I AM SHIT SCARED~!!!seriously, the school i would be going to had a graduating class bigger than the student population of my entire school now!!! Im nervous about being "the new kid", about losing contact with kids ive been tight with my whole life. also, im a bit weird, with being bisexual, 7 piercings, total left wing mentality, yet total into god.
i never worry about fitting in more than just not being noticed. again, proof of my weirdnes... i like peace and quiet, but am a TOTAL "look at me!" kid.
i seriously need advice ppl...i leave for a HUGE swim meet in less than a week, and leave for my new home two days after i get back....HELP!

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